Frustrated
It's so funny how we think we make New Year's resolutions stating how we are going to lose weight or finish something or start something etc..... Lately I have been so frustrated with myself. Santa bought the kids an xbox360/kinect for Christmas. We received a gift card from Hung's parents. Long story short, I have a zumba workout video I do on the Kinect. It was great at first but now, I'm getting bored with it. I would love to incorporate other exercise routines to my schedule besides zumba.
I also am frustrated because every time I say I'm going to eat better, I do it for awhile and then revert back to my old habits. I absolutely hate my tummy!! I look at it and want to cry. I know you all must think I'm crazy but this is how I truly feel. I want to lose weight and just be a better me and healthier. I give in to temptation too easily. I thought it would be hard no to drink or do drugs as a teenager....clearly my hardest habit to break is eating jumk food. It's not just the candy and sweets I have to worry about. It's the fried foods, pop, chips, pastries, too much butter I put on toast or veggies, etc....you guys get the picture!
Anyway, I just needed to vent.....hopefully I can get back on track and stay focused. Sorry it's taken me so long to post on here. Miss you all!
There is a reason why...I am the same way Lis. These foods are addicting. Think of them as crack! Watch the documentary "hungry for change." It talks about how BAD these foods are. Its not just you, TRUST ME! If they weren't addicting it wouldn't be so hard. The more we eat the more we want them. You are beautiful!
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