Frustrated
It's so funny how we think we make New Year's resolutions stating how we are going to lose weight or finish something or start something etc..... Lately I have been so frustrated with myself. Santa bought the kids an xbox360/kinect for Christmas. We received a gift card from Hung's parents. Long story short, I have a zumba workout video I do on the Kinect. It was great at first but now, I'm getting bored with it. I would love to incorporate other exercise routines to my schedule besides zumba.
I also am frustrated because every time I say I'm going to eat better, I do it for awhile and then revert back to my old habits. I absolutely hate my tummy!! I look at it and want to cry. I know you all must think I'm crazy but this is how I truly feel. I want to lose weight and just be a better me and healthier. I give in to temptation too easily. I thought it would be hard no to drink or do drugs as a teenager....clearly my hardest habit to break is eating jumk food. It's not just the candy and sweets I have to worry about. It's the fried foods, pop, chips, pastries, too much butter I put on toast or veggies, etc....you guys get the picture!
Anyway, I just needed to vent.....hopefully I can get back on track and stay focused. Sorry it's taken me so long to post on here. Miss you all!
